monday can go suck a fuck

by kaleidegirl

not sure if i can do this today but i will try.

my head and neck hurt but i don’t want to have to take norco to fix it, which is exactly what a norco will do. i’m trying a heating pad. nothing aside from the big guns has an effect on headaches for me that i am allowed to take, well maybe i should double check that because it would be nice to not have headaches without the need for those big guns.

i don’t know what is causing these headaches. been getting them at and/or morning for several days now. i had hoped it was just the hospital bed and pillows but it is still happening here at home with my awesome memory foam bed and pillows my head thing were quite happy with before the hospital. i expect to hear from my specialist or at least Nurse Chaz today. i sent a message over the weekend about some stuff.

i can’t remember if i told my dr that i wasn’t planning on a transplant but would let the transplant team evaluate me for one. maybe i did and that is why he stopped coming to see and check up on me the last few days in hospital. maybe he thinks i’ve given up. i don’t know but he does need to know i have done even more research and decided to trust the drs for the most part anyway.

i have tons of calls to make and things to fix, cancel, reschedule, pay etc and my fucking head and neck are killing me. normally the day of the week is irrelevant to me but right now it sucks to be monday.

to be continued…

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